Okay, so I'm living in a sauna, then? This frickin heat's killing me! Makes me crabby. squeeze.

After an individual session with my counselor, Jan, last night, I am finally able to give myself a label that makes sense, (based upon my coping mechanisms); but I'm not exactly comfortable with this realization and for this reason, failed to write last night. I couldn't even bring myself to write about it. I thought maybe today I'd be ok with it, but I'm not, so I'm being vague. On the positive side, I feel better because now we have something to work with. But I'm also somewhat ashamed. squeeze.

On a lighter note, and once again a product of my nightly walk, I was able to restore some good feelings when I came across a mama cat playing with her three babies (I'd guess 4 to 6 weeks old) right there in the middle of the sidewalk. There is perhaps nothing cuter than a baby kitty, I don't care who you are. It made me so happy! absorb.