Friday, January 11
Ok, so enough of the quotes!!! Topic for the day, what are your rules of life. It's a question posed on the Bob and Tom show this morning, and I'll be damned if I can think of any of my own except... when you're hungry, eat something. I guess for the present moment, and quite applicable to blog, truly: for the immediate time being, I will not be publishing anything here about my current corporeal intimacies. Although for my own reference and future speculation my written journal is filling up quite nicely. Instead I will concentrate solely on self-reflection after any such encounters. Why? I feel very uncomfortable with the idea of attaching myself to anyone, or even the idea of anyone, right now. In an attempt to protect myself, have had stern conversations with myself a number of times within the last few weeks regarding the ever familiar attachment feelings, and am still in constant inner-monologue. I have old friends who I have longed to be intimate with, but couldn't prior to singledom. And I've now met a certain new one that I simply adore. I'm sure I will not be abstaining from sex. That will be impossible knowing myself as well as I do. No, I guess for the time being, I need to keep the psyche separate from the physical, if ya can dig it. At least until my wits are more about me. Because you know, there are magical things out there patiently waiting the completion of my wits (see Phillpotts quote below). Wish me luck!
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