I've worked through my permanancy issues with the help of some insight and inspirational thoughts of a good friend and I feel much better now. I've realized that my worst fears are of living a life full of boredom and routine. I need to realize that moving is not the only way to spruce up my life. I've decided to move forward spiritually, mentally, physically and psycholigically. Allowing myself to go through changes is the most important thing and it can be very exciting. I must remember, however, to hang on to and appreciate every moment for what it's worth and not to be in a rush to change everything, for some things are very, very good. In fact, a lot of things in my life are simply wonderful and I hope they never change. In the beautiful and yet troubling words of Dave Matthews... "I can't believe that we would lie in graves wondering if we had spent our living days well.. I can't believe that we would lie in graves wondering what we might of been.." I love Dave. absorb.