Rewind.. back to last week. Tuesday, the day before I left, we finally had our big staff meeting. I won't bore you with the details, but after the meeting was finished, I was asked to stay. My bosses (God bless em) just wanted to touch base with me about my status post-breakup. For obvious reasons, it has been a helluvan emotional month for this girl; and just because I'm at work, doesn't mean those terrible, heart-tearing breakdowns don't cease. Yes, I try more to control them between the hourse of 8 and 5, but they are still there and are very aparent to whomever is around. But my bosses were nothing but supportive, simply wanting to know where I was at. This little conference helped me refocus on my job. My God, professionally, I won't get anywhere with these emotional tendancies. So a new goal right now is to refocus at work. To strive a little bit harder. Ok. Ok. That night, I had a blind date... First one of these in a looooooooooong time. It was nice, though. The guy (Ed) was attractive, seemed sweet yet shy, yeah, a few issues. I, on the other hand, turned on the 500 watt super charmer (I save the 5000 watt jumbo for bigger challenges) and made quite the impression on the poor guy. It was fun. He was interested. We have a date tonight. How bout that for my 46th day of singledom. Stay tuned, for in the very near future, I must talk about my Tahoe stories...