Clean desk, no boss... A little time to sponge. An idea popped into my mind as I was at a stoplight downtown coming back from lunch. I was looking at all the people walking along the sidewalk and I thought to myself: look at all these people I don't need. I'm not sure if that was a positive or negative thought. Is it good to think of humans as un-needed? And are they? I think it may stem from my recent struggles and my quest for detachment. I honestly think that is the only route to happiness and security. On the other hand, I also find the theory somewhat cold. Anyway, I felt bad about thinking this, but at the same time, I experienced a very, very, very tiny feeling that was completely foreign. It was a good feeling. The only way I can explain it is inward strength. Caused a smile. Does that make sense? I think I'll work more on trying to define it later, at home.

In other news... Laptop came last night, but I had little time to get started because by the time good-ol-brother-in-law-heath dropped it off and explained a few things to me, I was off to, what turned out to be, our final volleyball game. Disappointing, yes, but I should at least have a little more free time now. To do what, you ask? The plan is lots of exercising, studying and writing. My God, am I a geek? To save myself from that stereotype, I'll disclose the fact that you will also find me doing a lot more binge drinking and having a lot of sex. yeah.