Neglected… Poor little brainsponge. I really must get my online service going at home. It becomes tiresome to attempt creativity while at work. I’m finding my downtime is becoming less and less. Since I’m not feeling particularly creative today, I will sum up my weekend in short…

Friday: Dive bar, many drinks
Saturday: Small-town dive bar, many drinks, karaoke, chic fight
Sunday: Sleep til noon, gained 5 pounds at mom’s
Monday: Volleyball – still in it! I studied in preparation for...

Last night: I went to my very first class at grad school. As I sat there waiting for class to begin, I jotted down some things in my brand new notebook. Here’s what I wrote: (warning - not my most brilliant work)

Back to school. Facts: Room 15. Doane College. Appox. 5:45. Class will begin at 6. I’m in a grad level course – Research. Feelings: Well, reminiscent of my undergrad experience here, I’m excited to see who will walk through the door and be in class, but, sadly, I know it won’t be the old familiar faces. I guess last time it took a few classes to meet people and become comfortable, it shouldn’t be different this time. For old times sake, I bought a battle of Dasani water and a bag of Wheat Thins from the vending machine. Hopefully, I won’t be caused to wish for an early bathroom break (ha-ha). There are 2 others sitting here waiting with me. We're all quiet. I wonder if it’s their first class. Ok, who am I kidding? I’m scared shitless. When I think about it, this is a huge step. I’m finally beginning what will be the final step to that counseling degree and, ultimately, certification. I have a feeling that the next few years I will be placed in many uncomfortable, unfamiliar situations. I will have to learn how to handle them. Step one – Self-Confidence. That’s all I really need to start off. Thereafter, I think I’ll be able to do almost anything. I have to admit, my little insecurities are coming to the surface. Class is filling up, 4 more people have arrived. I think I’m the youngest person here so far. Is that good or bad? Teacher's here. ta-ta...