On Love: Theoretically, it is a chemical thing. In this way, seeing love on someone can be understandable; it should make you beautiful. Okay, so that beauty, that light, is the result of those chemicals stirring something up inside you and radiating out. It's happened to all of us. Sadly, it often fades or disappears. There must be some "love chemical" imposters who, look like love, feel like love, but in actuality, are simple little sparks, content on filling up and igniting, for a time, the empty holes in the week and unhappy, that soon burn out. That "love chemical", the real one, must be pretty damn hot and run pretty damn deep. It also fills up every part of you, even the parts that aren't so empty. How lucky to experience this even once in a lifetime, but twice! If twice, what then?

Wow. I better get something else down here so my last entry doesn't shape one's view of my attitude. I'm in a much better mood this morning. I had a somewhat busy weekend but nothing mattered because the weather was beautiful. It put me in a great mood. What else could a girl ask for? Friday night I was invited to play Bunco with a friend. I was the sole "Bunco Virgin" and beginner's luck served me well, as I won the grand prize!! For those of you who haven't heard of Bunco, it is a simple game played with dice, and basically, an excuse for people to get together, drink and gossip. This particular group was all women, so you can imagine the variety in conversation. It ranged from men (of course) to children (I have none) to maternity coverage (very important) to your basic talk-about-the-girl-behind her-back (not always cool). All-in-all, for only knowing one girl (walking into a room full of women you don't know is a scary thing) I had fun. Saturday, I went to Pears-A-Palooza with a couple friends. Four bands, pretty good music.. your basic dancing in the sand kind of night. Sunday - Lathen's 28th birthday. Slept in, I mean in (til 1:30) both of us. Upon awakening, we spent the day relaxing and went out to dinner. Had company later for drinks. Nice. Now, it's back to work. Not likin' that so much, but I'll get over it.