saying goodbye...
After much contemplation, I have decided to put Brainsponge to rest.

I have spent quite a bit of time reading over my archives. Looking back now on the words I wrote, I can feel those sad feelings. I was unhappy. But I think that my feelings of discontent and confusion are what drove Brainsponge and I'm proud of it. Those feelings are gone, I've reached a new level of personal fulfillment, but I will cherish Brainsponge as one of the most helpful tools in self-discovery. Not only that, but it allowed me to communicate to others when not doing so would have led only to further feelings of aloneness and despair. Brainsponge has ultimately done what it set out to do... squeeze out the bad and absorb the good. I can honestly say I'm a new person, cleansed and grown.

It will not be left abandoned, though. In fact, I have great plans for enhancing all those entries into some sort of story in true novel form. Probably not anytime soon, but it will be a cherished project for future days. But even so, maybe someday we'll see Brainsponge on the bookshelves, further explaining those crazy, sad, yet quite essential days gone by. One really never knows, do one...